It seems that I have lost all the lessons that I have learnt during my time in the UK.
Those times when I stared at the moon, feeling like I was the only one in a city full of people. The cold, crisp night air entering my nostrils as I stilled my mind, aware of my myself, and my body, and everything around me.
Sometimes alone, sometimes sharing the experience with another. This unbearable, euphoric, painful, ovewhelming belonging to this city, and its land, and its people, and and and...
And yet here I find my mind crowded. Family, work, money, people, life. What if and why and how and when and why is he... and where... and how come... and why, why, why?
Is it Dubai? Is it the people around me? Is it responsibilities, the environment?
It's not fair to blame it on others.
It can only be up to me.
To breathe in deep. To relax. To calm my mind.
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